Monday, May 31, 2004

 

today marks the last day of autumn, and 1st June is the 1st day of winter. today's morning temp was like 10 degrees, and I freeze everytime i get out to run. I just wish for hot weather so badly...I don't care about the humidity or the sweating...I just want heat. It's so bad, I eat food just to keep me warm. and my skin drys up so badly...hae to use moisturiser. today's min is 5 degrees.

this week is the last week of school b4 exams. next week is study break, and after that exams...only 4 papers...so much better than JC....and it's 2 per week...so got more time to study for the last 2 papers.

last week, my cross country relay girl's team won 1st in the 3 x 5km relays. we were so happy that we beat the defending champions for the past 3 years....

and what is xia ri mo mo cha? sorry...my chinses is very bad(as u all know).
My China friend said to me, "out of all the singaporeans I've met, Your chinese is the worst." She said it bluntly cause i think she knew i would not be too offended...but i was. and then I started to talk more complete sentences to her, and a week later she said," I take back what I said about your Chinese, it's not as bad as I thought."

but deep down inside, I know my Chinese is hopeless.

I even try to tell others about Chinese heritage...and all I know is Chinese New Year...I've realised how little I know about my own culture....funny how you will never tell the story of CNY to anyone in Singapore, and take it for granted that u are a Chinses. but over here, they are interested in Chinses...and i try to explain my roots...but with extreme difficulty.


 

hihi! ^.^ very slack now...so come online to update this (",)
hey, if u all really want to go then have to meet & settle the place & the date to go leh...if continue to talk like that i think the whole trip will be off again.


Sunday, May 30, 2004

 

heya!!

whoa. class outing got cancelled. AGAIN. haha. but i heard the guys met up tho. i met waikit by chance at dhoby gaut mrt ;)

only 2 days from being unemployed and i feel bored to the max!!! damn sucky leh. good to hear that we are finally planning a trip!!! sea sun tan. as if i'm not burnt enough. i have three skin tone at my ankles. normal sock line, ankle sock line and fair feet haha.

getting damn bo liao. anyhow dont think i can join u for trip. mi going perth at end of june!! ;) hopefully ;p


 

ehhh... got scolding for talking too much bout myself here... hahahah....so guess shant talk anymore??? hahahhaha... okieokie...hmm... actualli i dun mind going tioman too... went when i was young...just rem that we were served maggi mee everyday..then they caught fish without bait, and served us that fish while the nicenice fish that we caught all disappeared some how... hahahah..but then, should be fun..quite sad that i cun learn diving, no swimming cert and nasal prob... sighsighsigh


 

yo everybody~~ hows everyone doin? hee see that some of you girls trying to plan some vacation eh..haha JUST DO IT la...else end up with nothing again.haha but hopefuly ya all get to go have some fun before u head back to campus! hee

last week for the tekong recruits! maybe i'll see some of them in ocs too ya...hee..dun sway sway go sispec k..haha. ok now not so fun liao la..haiz...gotta rush project..sian..haha stil gettin alot of welfare, but now got qte some work to do..haha cuz our group slacked too much..but still, every week we gettin nights off leh..lik on wednesdays.haha so maybe wednesday nights if ya all nth to do can go jurong pt! maybe can spot me walking around.haha

IPPT on friday...i missed Gold by 6 seconds la...pui...if i get gold got another 4 hours of OFF leh..sianz..haha but ok la at least i improved alot for the running..haha but i foresee that now ippt over..life will be even more slack with no pt! bish..time to grow sideways man...with Pringles and oreos and butter cookies stocking up in the bunk..haha

okie, hope to see the class again soon! maybe next weeek after they pass out, got block leave..can try to meet up ya!



Saturday, May 29, 2004

 

tioman?thailand?xia ri mo mo cha?*dingdingding**eyes sparkle*
i want...but must cheap cheap cheap..


 

ehh?? heard from my fren that you will have to sit on the bus for like 12 hours b4 u will reach there???? ..........12 hours can reach the other side of the world already... hahahah
but anyway.. me wanna go somewhere toooo.... go thailand? cheap now... and...i haven been there... or rather.. cun rem since i was too young


 

hiya pple (",) very long time never write anything...wanted to some time ago but somehow i just cant log into the class blog...dunno y...i guess i just forgot whats my userid.
i am interested in the trip & i am really serious about going somewhere for a holiday. ^.^ afterall, we dun have many chances of having such long holidays without having to even worry about homework or studies. anyway, i have a lobang. my friend is going with her class to the xia ri mo mo cha's beach in early july. heard its about 200 to 300 plus dollars for 4 nights & 3 days with 2 free snokelling (issit spell like that?) trips & some other things she dun remember. if u all are interested, i can get the details from her & we can arrange one on our own. ^.^
think of the beach, the clear blue water, the sun & the soft sand... Oh my god!!...i am so excited!!!~ so excited! so excited! haha...;P
so anyone in?


Friday, May 28, 2004

 

heya pple....
stupid i din see the icons properly and my post got erased b4 i published it...
so now i have to repeat everything...urgh!!!
firstly, congrats cp!! finally decided wat to study and u got a scholarship too...wow, lots of money man...nus one still have to wait...fangxi, we dun even need to apply...have to wait for their letter...will i even get the letter? i wonder...
yeah, thanks julia!!! took the initiative to organise class gathering...though i tink the nil response appreciated is supposed to be a reverse psychology thing, am i rite? buden apparently a lot of pple din reply to u...including me...so maybe shudn't write dat next time...
arh...fangxi...i wanted to ask u bout working at venezia...coz i quitting my job and tot maybe can go work with u...buden lydat den maybe not...haha...
anyway, my bro found a trip to tioman...3 days 2 nites for S$168...
dat is inclusive of transport, accomodation and breakfast...of course, breakfast is complimentary with the stay lah...my bro gg on 9 june with his friens...i tot this trip is pretty cheap...so anyone interested??


Thursday, May 27, 2004

 

so happy...mummy and daddy are coming in a few days time...just can't wait. So have to jia you now and finish my work. Plus on sat have cross-country relay competition...really want to get another medal...but there is another good team we have to battle it out with. can't believe exams are coming...keep scarring myself by thinking what ifs....what if I screwed up and lost a lot more marks than I should? what if I misinterpreted the question? so worrying...I hate the sun setting at 5pm...makes the day so short. and 1st june marks the start of winter...my first winter!

Congrats CP on the scholarship!:)


Wednesday, May 26, 2004

 

yar... fangz i read your blog... that's why i decided not to call again, cos doesnt seem like a nice place, and to get scolded for 5 bucks an hour dun seem all that great.
ohhhh... someone sent in a letter and say that the standard of the series of booklets that i have been editing has improved.. wahhh me SO HAPPY, hahahha...lalallalalalalal


 

yar... fangz i read your blog... that's why i decided not to call again, cos doesnt seem like a nice place, and to get scolded for 5 bucks an hour dun seem all that great.
ohhhh... someone sent in a letter and say that the standard of the series of booklets that i have been editing has improved.. wahhh me SO HAPPY, hahahha...lalallalalalalal


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

 

woohoo....tuesday afternoon after lunch...i m free again..haha...hows everyone doind? hey so did all ya people get ur LAW with NUS? heard competition was really tough then some of my friends all kenna rejected already leh....

ha anyways to the tekong guys...2 more weeks to POP sia..haha when i was in BMT we would already be counting down our last days in BMT..haha


 

nope, cheng ping is not working at venezia. good for her cos the boss is really...
but cheng ping if you want the job can try calling again. they are really short of people. the poor daughters of the boss have to work 12 hours straight sometimes. think that man didn't see the message left. and DON'T say that you know me... he thinks i'm a stupid girl who only knows how to study. i agree with that, but to get scolded like that just because i used up his $5 notes is too much.


Sunday, May 23, 2004

 

Wah.. awhile nv check back like so many changes everywhere... Hmmm... wah.. how come everyone kena smu or wad smu scholarship.. darn.. i shouldn't have forgotten to apply.. oh well.. better luck next year manz... hmmm.. darn field camp and sit test finally over.... lim pei become limbeh soldier liao.. sibei sian... argh... oooh.. vernon seems to be having a good life over at air force, hmmm... on thurs, i juz signed on for the the airforce CCC and ADA thing.. haha.... but always holding my "serve and fuck off" mentality, I already withdrawn my contract this morning.. well... the contract signing was just to skip the darn drills session.... oh no.. monday IPPT, i'm so gonna die... no more SOC for me liaoz... got 8.59... and below 9 is one day off... so lucky me... heh... wtf lor... paul tan from my company clocked 6.28... fangxi and cp working at venezia? wow.... i need some ice cream manz.... i lost 2 kg! so gross... out field sucks lah... den whole day kena kan by sergeants... wallow.... i really wanna get into some slack vocation lor... if not really can go eat shit liaoz..... the only consolation is that pop in 2 weeks time... den i can say bye bye to the cb sergeants that always tekan me... hope i can recover from my ailments by then.... army life is cursed.. into my 8th week and i've been sick for 7 weeks.. wtf... oh well... all the best my 69-ers pals out there... 2 more weeks to POP... say hello to private koh soon..... heh...


Friday, May 21, 2004

 

heya

why always the same few people blogging? decided to add some spice ;s haha.

wheeeeee!!! teaching job ending in exactly ONE WEEK'S TIME!!!! no more pesky kids, no more irritating kids who bear grudge, no more slogging in the sun, no more yucks lah basically. but will miss the school ;)

woohoo. ;) still dunno where i'm goign lah..sianz. oh, why officer YeOw sho slack one? ;p


 

nah... i can't dance properly myself.


 

heyhey... fang or xiaoyuan.. wanna teach dance or something? I know there is this new studio at chinatown. Went for a trial lesson of ballet and heard the instructor pick up calls bout inquiries. They have salsa and belly dancing and hip hop already... so... if you are confident of teaching other forms, may wan to call and go for auditions or something.. hahaha....quite a nice place, quite cheap also 12 bucks a lesson... soo... nothing serious or anything.
there is this girl a year older also teaching there... dun look very pro.... ahhaha that's why i dun think i will go for hip hop lesson there.. lalallalal


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

 

i got the smu scholarship!!! wahhhhhhhhhhh... hahah so happy... well it's the second best thing that can happen other then the probability that i can get a scholarship to go overseas.. oh well.... heee
it's a bond free scholarship that covers my tuition fees and gimme 5k a year to spend...oh and a 3k laptop grant... heee... so happy... lallalalal


 

Fangz! I love the template! really refreshing...I slept at 3am last night writing an essay on globalisation and a global culture. did not know anything about that so had to do research...really don't know what i will do if I had to write that as a GP essay in a classroom without any resources. Watched an hour of Simpsons just now, and trying to do maths cause there is a test on Fri. Sick now, with phlegm and running nose...half my class is sick too...and so is half of Australia...the queue at the uni clinic is so long, the earliest u can see the doctor is in 3 days time. I think it is due to the change in the weather, it has been so cold lately, definitely less than 15 degrees. plus my room's heater does not exactly get hot...so i am freezing in my room. My head is spinning now...prob from lack of sleep. want to sleep early tonite, but doubt that I will...cause i want to get some work done.


 

new template!


 

wow cheng ping you are so efficient! i sms-ed her about vacancies at venezia and she called 15 mins later when i haven't even replied her sms. was so amused when i overheard the phone conversation. the boss is very irritated with me liao. been trying to change times and report sick for the past few days. oops. better watch my ways for the coming days. cheng ping when are you starting work?
nobody replied my post so i thought everybody didn't want to change template. okay, shall scout for a nice one!


Monday, May 17, 2004

 

why is an NS guy blogging more often then those living in the outside world....oh man...haha...


 

and guess it's also the fact that you realise... they are onli common pple who eat what we also eat...that they too are human.... it's a sense of..... helplessness


 

Was looking at this site http://www.thememoryhole.org/deaths/texas-final-meals.htm the final meals that prisoners order b4 their execution. Was reading bout what they did to warrant the death sentence: rape and murder; murder for a little amt of money, murdering their own wives and kids cos he most prob doesnt want to admit that he is their dad.... sigh.... it's like..... i always knew that there were such atrocities in the world, but when it is all collated and u read pages after pages of it... it's just kind of distressing
had a dream that day... that i twisted an old woman's head off cos she was possessed ; everyone else was already dead. a combination of the Iraq prisoners abuse and some children of the corn show that i was watching on channel i ... frightened me out of my wits when i woke up


Saturday, May 15, 2004

 

Fangz....u say gonna change blog template..but never...must be busy with all the ice-cream u get to see everyday...i think i will just go mad seeing so much ice-cream, and not being able to eat ALL of it. I might try 1 flavour a day, and when i have tried everything, and got bored, i might quit....but that's just me...really angry with myself (agan). wake up, eat bfast, do minimal work and go back to sleep. but I'm glad i managed to drag myself out of bed to swim. can't say much now. gonna go off for cross country. at this place called sugarloaf...why must it sound so sweet?makes me think of sugar already...


 

heyheyhey... hahaha.. me sooooo bored now... took a personality test... and got pretty accurate results.. wanna try?? http://www.colorquiz.com/ hee... tell me i am pursuing mindless activity cos i am afraid i will be prevented from acheiving the things i want... HAHHA... the mindless activities part is definitely true.... not sure bout the second part though.. still... a nice fun test...


Friday, May 14, 2004

 

yo people...its me again...nth much to do again after dinner..so....all of us came to the mess to use computer..haha....hi pamela! wah sheesh next friday got exam sia...and i dun even know wat i'm gonna be tested on...haha....anyways today we visited the sembawang air base..haha.qte interesting man..hohoh.....haiz....coming online way to often..dunno wat to say liao..haha fangz if got time i'll go and visit u at venezia okie! then mus give me discount la..haha


Thursday, May 13, 2004

 

oh fangz, do they need more ppl? hahah i am so bored now i will do any work
OHHHH... I complained to hotmail and got my yuchengping@hotmail.com back.... wAH so happy... heeheeee.....
okie... i wun tell her not to go cos of wat you said... but then... she really disinclined to go already lah


Wednesday, May 12, 2004

 

haha i'm going to work at venezia on friday!
after telling beng beng so many times tt i'm going to sell ice cream, i'm really going to do it this time. yay...
check this site out... really cool. http://www.albartus.com/motas/


 

CP...don't tell ur fren not to go to aussie just because of what i said...i am quite certain the situation is not as bad as it sounds....

die...tmw chem test and keep procastinating to study. plus got somemore hw...researching on qn like "what is cancer?"...but not in detail...had a Dermatologist come in to class to mgive us a lecture today on skin cancer. And last week we had a surf lifegaurd to lecture us on surf(sea) accidents. great to get specialists to lecture us...cause they really know so much abt their work.

hi vernonz!!!

ok, have to study now!(angry with myself)


 

hey peeps! i m still in camp...but lunch time now..then can come to mass use computer.haha..nv had this kinda life when i was back in delta wing...but airwing is definitely different la.hahah. i got accepted to SMU double degree liao! whee! haha...eh..cp ya gonna be my senior liao eh?haha

anyways waikit..sad to say...i probably have no more field camps la...airforce no need go fieldcamp one...summore actually i have a jungle survival training course in brunei..but now no need to go anymore...cuz limited space so only the pilot trainees need to go.haha...so...well...my field pack and SBO probably jus sitting there fer show only la.hahah

all ya people pls blog more often k so when i get to use computer here can tok cok.hahaha cya!!


Monday, May 10, 2004

 

wahhh... lousy vernon, talk to me no good meh.. sian wo arh.... so sad...*sobsobsob*
heheehee.....ehhh... think everyone all busy lah, working and stuff, onli me taitai stay at home mah..hahah even got scolding from rach today... sian.
that lousy rach say wanna run away and hide in some corner of the world so that the next time u notice, she will be overseas already.. ahhaa.. rich pple.. *tsktsk*GRINZ*


 

hello!!!

field camp jus ended for me :)
had disgusting rations for 7 days which i managed to swallow 1 pack a day, but basically just lived on biscuits and fruit bars amidst swamps of centipedes and spiders and ants and worst of all, frogs! :(
and i didn't shit. heh. till the 7th day when i got back to camp, hogged at the toilet bowl for an hour or so..

anyway. i'm as skinny as a bamboooo now, oh well! hafta chiong back to camp soon. take care yeaps! to those who hadn't have their field camp, to officer yeoW at ocs with longer field camps, to the girls who are flying or staying, see ya around soon!!!


 

hey man hi everybody i'm in camp now...ocs..haha and i have the luxury to surf the net here..hahah! anyways jus come here for fun...to write some rubbish..haha nth to do now la...alot of free time.haha but things getting slightly busier now.haha gotta do project leh! sian man...topic is on some terrorism stuff..hahaha bish.....ok 6 more weeks then mus hand in the project..haha and tis weekend gotta do duty in camp! even more sian....hhoho...anyways why less and less ppl blog here..haha and i am always only talking to cp online...wheres the rest man.hahaa anywas all ya peeps take care ya...hope to see all of u soon! to the BMT guys...POP in 2 weeks eh? haha i've got many many more weeks to go..sigh...


 

oh.. okie, that's bad cos she thinking of going to sydney.kk, thanks will tell her that the next time i see her...=)


 

CP: from personal experience, I feel that discrimination is not so problematic, where I am in...possibly cause Newcastle is a smaller city than the others such as Sydney, Melbourne etc. I went to Sydney, and it was shocking when my friend asked me to just take a look at how many Asians you could count walking down the street. Out of 10 people walking towards me, at least 5 were Asians. So I guess where there are more Asians, there would tend to be more social tension experienced be the locals. I asked my friend if he had hadany experiences before, he said our Taiwanese classmate was insulted by Australians. don't know exactly the words but something like this..."You *!@#%^%$, go back to Asia."But Newcastle pple are friendly and warm, perhaps cause we are not in a big, urban city like Sydney.


If u go to my blog (fernwren.diaryland.com), and click "white-throated kingfisher", u can see some new pics that i just uploaded. They were taken at sunrise by the beach on Anzac Day...and at the Blue Mountains where the famous 3 sisters rocks are. yup, exams are coming, but have not studied...


Sunday, May 09, 2004

 

yo people its another weekend gone..sunday again...but i have been so busy tis weekend..haha sian leh...in ocs stil gotta do project work....my group doin on terrorism..haha..bish....now every weekend come back mus go project work..wah sucks man..haha...still waiting for my pay! hope its alot of money..haha kinda broke now mah..hohoh......wah chengping u tai tai already rite.....gd life hor? actually now i also gd life...wah...air wing very slack leh...maybe i din make a wrong choice coming to airforce..haha cuz its really so so slack....i haven done a single push up as punishment in the last week...bish...so jus waiting to grow fat now..haha..next week gotta stay in camp to do duty...SIAN..haha


Saturday, May 08, 2004

 

yep just wanna say that i saw your msg fangxi... but i cun reply, cos dunno when my grandad bday will be celebrated??? tom?? ehhh... OH SHIT.... forgot tom is saturday.... sigh.. taitai life is really gettin to me... hmmm..... will confirm soon.. heee
aiyar... if i ask you the details means i will be going lor.. heeee


Thursday, May 06, 2004

 

wahhh... that's like so sad. And i was all geared up to call again tom. Guess i will give up. Sian. heee... if you really go work there and if there is still vacancy, call me yar. hahah.... suddenly feel like selling ice cream. Maybe can kope some and eat too... wahhhh... heeheee
wow...... aust seems to be really ... umm....... cool?? hahahah....seems like a lot of fun. and pamela seems to be really having a life. wow....
hey pam, are they really as racially prejudiced as some say they are? cos my fren wanna go there study but she deliberating cos of all those stories and the fact that she dun wann to leave home... hahah.....


 

haha i know exactly how you feel cheng ping... i called ALL the schools in amk, yishun and bishan. multiply whatever you got by five. heh. went to venezia (!!) for interview. the person was like so you have to do this this this this, okay? ready to start work anytime? okay okay i'll call you. so ambiguous. not sure whether i'm supposed to even harbour hopes or not. sian.
my father was remarking that pulau redang is too near to southern thailand for comfort. a bit dangerous. will indonesia be safer? presidential elections and blah. everywhere is not safe. so sian.


 

Sip: i was laughing out loud when u asked CP if the pple who ate her cookied are alright now...
CP: I really hope the cookies don't have a delayed effect for u...
came back from the Blue Mts and tooks lots of pics. yes they are blue! haha.school start at 10am today and end at 12pm! our hall is having a 'mock' wedding for this guy and girl. last nite, was girls' nite and guys' nite.(part of the lead-up to the wedding. didn't go but heard the groom took a pic with a prostitute. and the girls had to do dares...some are...say this pick up line to a random guy at the pub." if i could rearrange the alphabet, i would put u and i together".and also get the labels from guys boxer shorts...lots more ridiculous stuff...


Wednesday, May 05, 2004

 

OH.... an apple costs $16... ahha i think the fruits grown there locally are more ex acutalli... eh... me fine with anything actualli.... hmm... think i really want to find a job this time... ahhahah... cun stand staying at home anymore... hahahahha
ehhh... cookies?? i ate a lot of them..and apparently i am still fine
cept that i am having sore throat now... oh well......
oh.... called 3 schs today.... and 2 hung up on me...
tell me no. dun need. *hung up* WAHHHHHHHH... and it's a sch... wahhh... so lousy right?? was so sad that i din call anymore... sian


 

hello pple, pai seh i din go for the class gathering, but i heard it was great fun. hope u all have enjoyed it. rachel went to tokyo! wow, she said the banana costs $9, while an orange is more expensive. gosh, tink can forget about eating tropical fruits there. maybe we shud bring some over there to sell. yeah! i'm quitting my job at the end of may! wat bout all of u. the teachers will have sch hols in june too rite? anyway, my aunt got lobang. go some indonesia island for 3 days 2 nites, 200 over. take plane and boat there. heard it's beautiful and can do sea sports. dunno much yet. i'll post more details here after i've asked her. so if u r interested, remember to visit our blog more often...cp, i'll like to noe who ate ur cookies...are they ok now? haha..kidding...


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